Jealousy... && etc.

"You miss her don't you?" asked a friend of mine as I watched the two badminton players try to crush the other. I looked at her smiling and gave a shrug. "I guess I do... I mean, I'm happy that she's found someone who isn't a bastard, right? But under that, I miss my best friend." I answered...

It's about a few weeks now, since we met III. He was a wise young man, a some-what psychologist. He was THE very first person to interpret who my best friend was in just 3 days and we was fucking accurate. He even told her the things we were too afraid to tell her ourselves. I applaud him for that.

Actually, I'm very glad that she's dating men who are not just into her looks. III is I guess the best person for her.


But... Honestly, I am jealous of him. I know that she wants to spend more time with him, and the same thing to him. But I do feel envious that I can't even hang out with her without him being with us or him calling whenever. I don't want to think ill of him. Plus, he's a great friend. It's just that I can't get this thing called "Jealousy" out of my chest.

But I know that she likes him, so for her, I'll just keep quiet. I don't want to make it hard for my best friend. ^^

"Suffer silently, Smile always.." - Laura Vicuña

P.S.

Oh yeah.. My Nii-san stopped courting my Onee-san. Yeah.. It turned out (and I fucking knew it from the start) that my Tuh-Weiners had already become her boy friend a few days before she told us that they were... or whatever.. Anyway, things are working out fine I guess... Hahaha. I don't get to hang out with them anymore.. On some occasions only.

Anyway, peace out. Hopefully no one in the gang gets to read this... That's the only thing I'm afraid of, I guess..

Toodles..